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[04 Sep 2008|05:09pm]
i feel like screaming.
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[26 Jul 2008|12:25pm]
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an update. [22 May 2008|12:39pm]
this update comes as i have the apartment to myself for the day because both my roommates are outa town. What sucks is that right now im wanting something to happen and right after any sign of hope, it is quickly diminished. im at a point of bland right now and I really hate that. but hey nothing new.
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I figure I will update. [02 Mar 2008|06:58am]
Well we here in Nashville are right in the middle of the Productions for Watkins. Making films the whole weekend(including fridays) every weekend till the beginning of April. So far things have gone well with the films and there are two that im really looking forward to being on set and helping out with.

Man the weather around here reminds me of my mood swings. One day its nice, then it snows, then its cold and dark. Just make up your mind mother nature.

It looks like we are only a month away from getting our NR house. We already have everything planned out for the house and it seems like it is going to be a very very fun place to live. Think Incredible Pizza...but in a house. The word Redonkulous sounds about right. Ill eventually post pictures and all that goodness once we get in there and get everything set up. Ball-pit FTW.

Im coming back to memphis for Spring Break but I wont be there the whole time. I think ill be in town mabey 2 nights becuase im traveling to Indy and Dallas. I need a break from nashville. I love it here but I think I have a problem being in one place too long around people. I need my seperation quite a bit to help me center myself and not go crazy and loose those close to me.

We are waiting around here to see if our MC Chris music video we made is good enough to win his music video contest. Take a look at our entry and comment on youtube if you could.

My printmaking has been going extremely well lately. im bringing a lot of Tokyo-pop inspired imagery into my work. My Printmaking teacher Brady (becoming a good connection at Watkins) believe that with the speed that my work is progressing that sometime soon he feels that my work would go over well in Tokyo. Right now printmaking is starting to become a big form of art again and right now in Japan they are trying to bring some grittyness and graffiti style to their work so since I already bring that to the table in my work then it will help once I get their style down a bit better. Im thinking about trying to get a grant to go over to Tokyo for a period of time to interview and learn from some of the top Japanese printmakers and graphic designers. I can only wish that to come true because I would be in heaven. =)
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[25 Jan 2008|11:51pm]
im still a little shocked about heath ledger. You guys know how much I have looked forward to his version of the Joker. It wont be the same watching it.
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[13 Jan 2008|12:48am]
goddamn its a good night. I got to spend the night coooking and living life with so many people that love me and whom I love equally. Im finally at a point with my Nashville family now that I really like life but Im still a nihilist who welcomes depression and agony. But these nights that I feeel love help me out a lot. I drank a whole bottle of wine tonight by myself and am drunk beyond belief right now. thank you england for my numb happiness.
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[01 Jan 2008|01:25pm]
who is tired of all these photographers now a days....I am. Such a cop-out form of art that all these art fag kids want to be. There are a few people I know that are actually good at it but there are busloads of kids that just suck at it and think they are gods gift to photography. All these kids are ruining the business and art form of photography for those people who are actually good.
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happy today. [31 Dec 2007|05:48pm]
so today I got to drive one of my favorite cars that we have in our family. I raced and beat everyone today in Dallas in this baby.

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[27 Dec 2007|07:23pm]
sooo. apparently there is a direct link between depression and creativity. Dont know if I should feel comforted by this relationship of emotions or a little worried.
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giving up for the moment [30 Nov 2007|04:36pm]
im giving up on where i am in life right now. Nashville is wonderful but i need a break. I have felt very much alone a lot lately. Im leaving Nashville in about a week and coming back to Memphis for about a month. Things should be fun enough during this because i will be working a lot the whole time and catching up on my video games that i havent played in the past few months. Hopefully I will catch back up with people there in the 901 and make me feel a little bit better.
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[09 Nov 2007|01:14pm]
just going through life right now. Ive been busy helping out with films and productions here with my group. We are all looking at getting a 3 story house in april where we will finally get our company NR Films off the ground. I have a bit of a female interest in my view right now and I must say im very impressed...and believe it or not as confident a person as I am, she keeps my ego in check and butterflies are keeping me moving.
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create. [15 Oct 2007|07:46am]
What I find sad is that I have been in art college for almost a year and a half now and I havent created anything really. At times I forget that I have talent to create art which is quite odd since im surrounded by it daily. I need to find a way to get my fire back that I was feeling in AP art. That was the last time that I really felt like I created something. What im excited about is seeing what I can create now after growing as a person. I miss that kid who was still wet behind the ears and full of potential and eagerness to get out in the world. That kid had soul and knew what it was like to feel his work coming out of his body to create a visual stimulant. That kid who felt an underlying urban cosmos in his body that had creativity on a leash as he walked it outside the box. I know he is in here somewhere inside this shell of what once was. Ive been so busy trying to impress other people that I forgot what it was like to impress and surprise myself with the feeling of accomplishing something. I guess I have just taken a lot of time off to write and create music that I just havent had time for visual creation. Well here is to praying that inspiration comes back to that little guy and he re-surfaces with an urban movement that he only wishes he could have created back then. I fight apathy and depression all the time and that is such a blow to life.
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apathetic [07 Oct 2007|04:40am]
i had a night full of new people and friends but i still felt alone all night. Its a strange feeling of isolation when surrounded by people.
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thinkin [04 Oct 2007|03:34pm]
im thinking of getting rid of the Mini now.
if I start now, I should be able to save up enough money plus selling the mini to get me a BMW Z4 within probably a year and a half.
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[30 Sep 2007|10:38pm]
the night before I head back to Nashville, I sit and admire how much fun I had this trip back. Finally it really feels like I have friends that love me as much as I adore them. I had a great time catching up with old friends.
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[26 Sep 2007|01:20am]
so friday night was Interpol and tonight i was blessed by being up front in the dance party that was Bloc Party. I danced my ass off with amazing people around me.
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[23 Sep 2007|09:29pm]
good things come to those who wait.
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[14 Sep 2007|08:17am]
i have been awake since 1am. went to bed at 6pm. and now I am sitting in my kitchen taking in how pure this morning feels. I got out around 7 to go get starbucks and it felt good. I finally feel free.
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[03 Sep 2007|06:55pm]
this is two times now that I have been attacked. This is the last trip in. fuck memphis and fuck all of you.
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[01 Sep 2007|05:57pm]
coming back has show me again why i left in the first place...snickers, whispers, gossip.
its the first of the month...and it is going to end on a better note then how it has started. Drama from a dirty and poor town. The mall today was swamped by urban scale fashionistas. Its all ghetto-fab oriented fashion loving trash.
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